wow, it's been a while since my last post.. why am i writing now? because gaia's really slow today. i believe it's gaia, because the other sites aren't as slow.

anyway, speaking of gaia, let's start the rant about gaia. I bought a guild for 13k. I bought it about two weeks ago. T'was hard, managing the thing. i've brought in sane people, one annoying guy, and lately, a noob. sometimes, i just want to resell the guild to some rich person out there.. but then, I think, by buying the guild the first time, I made some sort of promise to make it come alive again. [what a nice person i am today, neh? I feel Emilio's Jacinto's dead hand patting my shoulder for this]

oh yes.. speaking of dead, i feel like dying.. I'm getting more and more sickly.. since I got to fourth year, anyway.. I've had 5 absences since the start of the school year.. and that was not more than three months ago!

wow, my lifelong dream of becoming sickly is coming true! I think I know why.. I haven't been eating and sleeping much.. why? because I don't want to acquire too much blob on my body now that my mom refuses to buy me my pills. lack of sleep.. i have no idea, but i keep on waking up at three am. when i go back to sleep, I'll wake up at six, and i'll be late for school.

Oh yes, I'm playing Yu-Gi-Oh on my PS again. why? because I was bored last week so I watched tv, saw the series, got interested in the game and voila! I got the PS out and started playing. Unlike the first time i tried it out, I actually understood the game.. ahaha

Another rant.. I want to take up LAW. yes, law. I just thought of it last week, while i was on the road to school.. I want to give free legal service to the poor. what a noble thought, eh? I really think Emilio Jacinto's soul is taking over my body.

I checked out San Beda's website, as i was planning to take an exam for law. but then, their examination fee for law is P1000!! what the f---.. so I decided to take up legal management in UST instead.. <that's where Emilio Jacinto studied law> I toldja he's taking over me!!

Yes, I have a huge crush on a dead hero. what do you care? He's great. He's smart. He's courageous. He's a great writer. He died because of malaria. He's a great adviser to Bonifacio. He's a simple young man. yes, he does have that outrageous haircut, but what do i care? I should've been born 130 years ago!!

what else i should rant about? well, i have a new idea for a story. it'll be a historical novel.. set in 1888.. tis about one peninsulares and a revolucionario..  eheheh.. with special appearances from pio valenzuela..

oh yeah, last one.. I'm going to Laguna some time next month.. Out to visit the shrine of EJ.. excited!

okay, so i don't have anything to say anymore.. i'll stop here.. adieu

hay nako.. bwisit ka tlga.. sa totoo lang mtagal ko nang gustong isampal sa mukha mo to pero xempre, d ko nmn ggwin yon, kc may reputation akong matino at ayaw kong masira yun dhil sau..

i just heard that you were ranting about your reputation not doing so good? masama na yung reputation mo pagdating mo pa lang sa school.. it gotten worse as time goes by.. and you say bat ang sama ng tingin sau ng tao? kahit na mtagal na yun? bakit, dun sa taon na lumipas ba may ginawa kang maganda para ma-shift man lang yung tingin ng tao sau? wala. iniwan mo lang na ganon yun.. eh di xempre, wala dng improvement dun kc, you didn't even try.

you ask kung galit ako sau.. last month, hindi.. sinimulan ka naming turuan ni judith kung pano maayos yung tingin sau ng tao sa school, by at least doing good in school. we told you to read books, and understand them in the process. pero hindi mo ginawa. may activity, I told you to try doing it yourself. no, you didn't. you spent time yapping about what you saw on tv last night and you didn't get to answer even one question in the paper. may assignment sa physics.. ang aga mo sa school, ang daming oras ang lumipas, 10 minutes before the time mo naisip na may assignment pala. naipasa na lahat yung paper nila, so wala ka nang kokopyahan. pero may time pa, para itry sagutan kahit one item lang. pero hindi. you said bahala na. sinong bahala na? si buddha? ewan ko sau.

you always do this in school. and every minute you rant about how badly you want to enter UP, Ateneo, and/or UAandP. how the hell will you enter these three schools when you bother to say "ayoko nitong ruler ko, mas accurate yung sayo". WTF?! you say nakakainsulto yung mga promdi kung makakapasok cla sa UP at ikaw hindi. well, mainsulto ka kung gusto mo, pero all people who try hard to do their best deserves to be in UP. nag review center ka.. yung isa pa sa pinakamahal pa yung pinili mo.. anong ginawa mo? nag cut ka lang nang nag cut. yung reviewer na binigay sau, nabasa mo na ba? bat yung ibang nagreviewcenter, sa araw araw na ginawa ni buddha dala yung reviewer nila. i bet you haven't even read yours. and you wish to enter UP with that.

last month nga, hindi ako galit sayo.. irritated lang. pano, isang buong araw mo na hawak yung libro ng el filibusterismo, ni isang paragraph, hindi mo pa natatapos basahin. pagdating ng exam, chaka ka bubwelta, ano nga ba kwento nito? WTF?! eto pa, script writer ka ng kwento.. yung sinulat mong script, ni hindi mo man lang naintindihan. yung one-liner cast nga alam yung buong kwento, eh yung nagsulat hindi?! eh anong klaseng mundo ba to?! so yung irritation, lumaki nang lumaki.. ngayon, galit na tlga ako. di ba obvious sa sinasabi ko?!

balik sa college.. you say everything in college is great, the place is big. the people are big.. everything is big. big is great. therefore, everything is great. well, it is. but how can you survive the big world when you can't even ride the tricycle to tapa king. how absurd is that? you can't even keep up with the spoonfed lessons in highschool, pano pa kaya yung bara-barang turo sa college.

sawang sawa na ako sa pagsasabi sayo. ewan ko kung tanga ka talaga o nagtatanga tangahan lang. nakakabwisit na. ayoko na talaga. bhala ka sa buhay mo..

DATE: 072205, Friday
WEATHER: Cloudy-Rainy
MOOD: =(
THOUGHT OF THE DAY: "Aim low. Aim so low that nobody will notice whether or not you succeed." -Marge Simpson

Okay, so, now what? I finally finished that thing.. that horrifying thing.. the one that's supposed to be put up to the bboard. I hate it. It doesn't look like anynoe in the room. but they insist on me doing it. I hate it. First I hated Angela. then came Gertrude. Finally I'm starting to feel uncomfortable with Margaret. oh well, as if I can do anything about it. Maybe it'll change.. Maybe.. I hope so..

I'm a really hateful person. Uber. From a hateful person's viewpoint, everybody else is hateful. But there are FEW exceptions of course.. like Angel.. and Nix.. and my friends from OBBF.. well.. I cannot think of anybody else to add to this list.

3:30pm. I'm sleepy. I want to go home now. so I can go online and go to my world where there's no irritating people, no troubles, no problems, and no Nona. Nona.. who is she anyway? nobody really knows..

taken from deviantart journal:

what's new.. nothing's new..

the spurs won the title..

i was asked to draw for an online game.. but i asked roca to do half of the work and we'll share the credits..

i am getting addicted, yet again, to friendster.. add me.. user search: nona cruz.. both accounts still open..

losing hope that I'll be able to finish my NM scarf quest.. help me..

people hate my avi.. they said i'm a show off.. good thing they got what i'm trying to do.. show off..

school's fun, except for one thing.. ungrateful peers.. i hate em..

have fallen in love with ..toooooot...?? ewan.. dunno.

had a hair cut.. tis horrible.. at least plan a.1 is finished.. i just have to wait for plan a.2 to run along.. just have to wait for 2 days.. just two days!! bye ugly hair! i'mma have you shaven off my head forevah!

ahahaha.. don't forget to add me in friendster, k?! that's all! ciao!

in filipino:
hahaha!! year book staffer ako!! nyah! as if naman gusto nila akong staffer.. eh kung hindi sinigaw ni ayie yung name ko eh walang boboto sakin.. and i bet sinigaw lang ni ayie yun para di xa maisama.. haler?as if naman anoh!! buti na nga lang anjan c master fran.. at least mababalance out yung mundo kahit na nandun hung "mejo hate" kong pipol...

in english:
hahaha.. i'm a yearbook staffer!! nyah as if they REALLY want me to be a staffer.. if ayie didn't scream my name around, I wouldn't be voted at all.. I bet she only did that to get herself out of the nominees list. at least master fran's a staffer too, that balances out the working space, as I have those people whom I really don't hate, but I can't tolerate..

in flip:
nyak.. nakatapos ako ng tatlong episodes nung comics ko kahapon!! natapos ko na yung laff story [episode one], yung middle aged drama queen [episode two] and yung crouching pusa hidden iguana which is episode three.. hindi ko magawa yung shampoo ad, kc nawawala yung maganda kong script..

in english:
nyak.. i finished three episodes of my comic series yesterday!! I finished laff story [episode one], the middle aged drama queen [episode two] and crouching kitty hidden iguana which is episode three.. I can't start the shampoo ad episode because I lost the beautiful script.

in flip:
sa gaia.. naghahanap ako ng gagawa ng imagemap.. di na yun kaya ng BNBBC powers ko...  html pwede pa.. kaya lang.. NVM.. haii.. ang layo pa ng lalakarin ko para matapos yung quest ko.. haii.. and due to errors, di ko ma-open yung shop ko!! hindi ako tuloy makatanggap ng requests.. chaka roca, yung pinascan ko poh!? nagrereklamo na yung ostumers ko.. one week late yung requests nila!!

in english:
in gaia.. well, I"m looking for a imagemap maker.. i can't do it myself.. haii.. tis still a long way til i finish my quest.. plus I can't take art requests since I cn't find my shop.

in flip:
akala ko talaga magkamukha cna classmate chaka si crush.. hindi pala.. ilong lang.. parehong maliit.. haha.. mas cute si crush.. plus girl c classmate, boy c crush.. nyaha,, missh u na.. waaahhh,,,,?!?! nyah, neweys, congrats nlng sa kanya, and bye na lang sa inyo..

in english:
i really thought classmate looked like crush.. i was wrong.. they just had the same nose.. tis small.. haha, crush is way cuter. plus, classmate is girl, and crush is a boy.. haha.. anyways.. just.. bye..