hay nako.. bwisit ka tlga.. sa totoo lang mtagal ko nang gustong isampal sa mukha mo to pero xempre, d ko nmn ggwin yon, kc may reputation akong matino at ayaw kong masira yun dhil sau..

i just heard that you were ranting about your reputation not doing so good? masama na yung reputation mo pagdating mo pa lang sa school.. it gotten worse as time goes by.. and you say bat ang sama ng tingin sau ng tao? kahit na mtagal na yun? bakit, dun sa taon na lumipas ba may ginawa kang maganda para ma-shift man lang yung tingin ng tao sau? wala. iniwan mo lang na ganon yun.. eh di xempre, wala dng improvement dun kc, you didn't even try.

you ask kung galit ako sau.. last month, hindi.. sinimulan ka naming turuan ni judith kung pano maayos yung tingin sau ng tao sa school, by at least doing good in school. we told you to read books, and understand them in the process. pero hindi mo ginawa. may activity, I told you to try doing it yourself. no, you didn't. you spent time yapping about what you saw on tv last night and you didn't get to answer even one question in the paper. may assignment sa physics.. ang aga mo sa school, ang daming oras ang lumipas, 10 minutes before the time mo naisip na may assignment pala. naipasa na lahat yung paper nila, so wala ka nang kokopyahan. pero may time pa, para itry sagutan kahit one item lang. pero hindi. you said bahala na. sinong bahala na? si buddha? ewan ko sau.

you always do this in school. and every minute you rant about how badly you want to enter UP, Ateneo, and/or UAandP. how the hell will you enter these three schools when you bother to say "ayoko nitong ruler ko, mas accurate yung sayo". WTF?! you say nakakainsulto yung mga promdi kung makakapasok cla sa UP at ikaw hindi. well, mainsulto ka kung gusto mo, pero all people who try hard to do their best deserves to be in UP. nag review center ka.. yung isa pa sa pinakamahal pa yung pinili mo.. anong ginawa mo? nag cut ka lang nang nag cut. yung reviewer na binigay sau, nabasa mo na ba? bat yung ibang nagreviewcenter, sa araw araw na ginawa ni buddha dala yung reviewer nila. i bet you haven't even read yours. and you wish to enter UP with that.

last month nga, hindi ako galit sayo.. irritated lang. pano, isang buong araw mo na hawak yung libro ng el filibusterismo, ni isang paragraph, hindi mo pa natatapos basahin. pagdating ng exam, chaka ka bubwelta, ano nga ba kwento nito? WTF?! eto pa, script writer ka ng kwento.. yung sinulat mong script, ni hindi mo man lang naintindihan. yung one-liner cast nga alam yung buong kwento, eh yung nagsulat hindi?! eh anong klaseng mundo ba to?! so yung irritation, lumaki nang lumaki.. ngayon, galit na tlga ako. di ba obvious sa sinasabi ko?!

balik sa college.. you say everything in college is great, the place is big. the people are big.. everything is big. big is great. therefore, everything is great. well, it is. but how can you survive the big world when you can't even ride the tricycle to tapa king. how absurd is that? you can't even keep up with the spoonfed lessons in highschool, pano pa kaya yung bara-barang turo sa college.

sawang sawa na ako sa pagsasabi sayo. ewan ko kung tanga ka talaga o nagtatanga tangahan lang. nakakabwisit na. ayoko na talaga. bhala ka sa buhay mo..