okay.. so, it's been a long time.. I just dropped by coz I'm getting bored with gaia.. I'm just waiting for the bid to expire so I can have my pimpin' skirt.. haii.. life's boring..

oh yeah, BJ's with Granny Goose now.. tis freaky.. very.. If you ask me, it's better if you take Christian out of Harbor and put BJ in there.. that way, world balance shall be restored and everything shall be in order..

ugh.... i wish vacation's over so I can go to school and have something to do.. I hate school, but I hate boredom a lot more..

4:05 AM 5/8/2005

yesh.. i'm typing an online journal entry. why? because my pc's got a worm.. well.. i feel like it's got one. why? because.. i was going for neopets.. then neopets became "free ps2" page.. then an indian forum popped out. well, anyway.. I don't have anything to do so I'll just rant.

yesh.. so.. what happened.. i went to yesterday's game. uhm, bacchus and nenaco. bacchus won. why? because abadia stepped up and showed his true game. haha, i was really shocked when he was assigned point guard, but he handled it pretty well, even though only 2 of his four co-members are listening to him. and yeah, my subject for the day, jemal.. was named player of the game.. though I really can't see why. see, he just threw in three consecutive threes, but it was all so.. expected, though not much.. now abadia.. [am i too biased..? yes i am] he's proven himself that he's just as good as everybody else. and yep, hubalde wasn't present, that's why he got the playing time.. but that playing time is worthy to be called "quality minutes" because he really did great.. well, greater than usual.

on the side of nenaco.. yesh.. alex angeles was great.. and aljamal proved that his presence on the court can change all of his teammates' play. but all their efforts came short. plus paterno didn't play. so.. to sum it all up, if paterno played, and even if hubalde came to the game, nenaco would've won.

second game. welcoat and toyota. first quarter, i totally forgot, but I was partly shocked when Reyes didn't start the game.. and Sagad did. i've got nothing against Sagad.. but I do have something against Coach Caloy! ugh, just when.. ate carol and I praised him because at last he learned how to rotate his players, he suddenly didn't! what the heck was that? I could pass up on him not entering reyes ,though they needed decent rebounders since all their people are outside the shaded area, so not much rebounds, I cannot take that he entered Orbeta really late in the game! And they [welcoat] keep shooting from afar, and not much goes in. add up a bit of jinxed play since, even lay ups and dunks don't come in.

yesh, uhm, there.. ate carol.. well.. I met her yesterday.. in the ladies washroom. S/he isn't supposed to be there.. if you know what I mean. anyway, so, she just wanted to ask for some hand sanitizer, and then she asked if I was cheering for welcoat, coz it would be rude to ask to someone they practically spite at every game. anyways, I said, "hell yes i'm for welcoat." hehehh.. not that spunky, but the same thought. And so we discussed about people's performances, and yeah, praised coach, and then when I was to go, she asked my name and then she introduced herself.  hehehehh.

so, finished about yesterday, what's today's plan.. gaia's down.. I think.. so, I'm spending time in neopets. after 8 i'll start reading my math book, then, after lunch, I'll go down to the mall, so I can have a picture taken and have it scanned. After I get home, I'll.. call up people so I can get them to go with me on the game tomorrow, the next day, and the next next day after that. After that, I'll have to get ready and plan my outfit for the next three days. Then, I think, I'll call more people up so I'm sure to have people come with me to the game.

yeah.. so, I don't have any creative stuff going on lately.. except those involved with basketball and gaia.. I still have one avatar art that I can upload to DA though.. I'll just have that next week. oh yeah, the website... i can't find any decent host.. warrrggghhh!!!

okay, I've ranted much today.. anyway.. everything's back to normal.. i'm crushing on mark instead of mark crushing on me.. pasig palengke and marikina palengke is back in their original routes.. and gaia's back on.. haha.. well.. mark crushing on me is part funny, hideous and quite endearing.. i miss it. oh well.. so much for being hard to get.

oh well.. adieu!

[gaia's down again]

okay, so.. what now...? uhm, well.. full house just ended, no more sleepless nights for me. I watched a basketball game the other day. i sat on the side of the light shirts, but i was rooting for the dark shirts.. haha. dark shirts won! go wqelcoat.. haha.. hehe, a game's on today,.. but i can't go, since, well, they said i cannot. humph! just when i can *finally*  show support for bacchus, i can't go! they're playing against harbor center [i refuse to call them harbour] anyway, there.. i hate that team. humph!

well.. what else.. may one.. fiesta.. i can't sleep because of the early celebrations. i think i'll be going out tonight so i won't hear the amateur singing contest. i'd join, but i have my pride i don't want to mingle with those kind of people. do i sound mean? you'd understand me once you get to see what kind of people are around my neighborhood. ugh.

art.. no art. inspiration... lost.. chicken.. chicken did it. tis all because of that chicken!!! waaaarrrrgggghhh!! what happened to the chapter two of rasha and ayla? i forgot what will happen.. i lost all my ideas. wargh! combined forces of "waaaa!" and "argh"]

haha. i know now what makes jemal stupid! he's not stupid! he just needs training. training on concentration [he's more busy flirting than running], shooting [yea he can shoot, when he's lucky or in open field, or just playing around. he's got to work on shooting with a defensive player in front.], and defense [most come past his defense, i dunno why, but everybody does.] yesh.. that's great. i came up with those yesterday, while taking a bath. yesh, my thoughts are clearer when i'm soaked in water.

haha, i'm rich again! in gaia, i mean.. after blowing out 30,000 gold the other day, today, I have 10,000 gold.. again! i'm going to the salon tomorrow, and buy some wings.. bwahahaha.. well.. i'm gonna sell my pants.. i don't want it anymore.. :(

okay, i have to go now. adieu.

04-27-05

okay, so what happened yesterday?

there, after switching minds a gazillion times whether to go or not, i finally decided to go. i wanted to wear my new black blouse, but I look too fat [i AM fat but I deny it] in that so I decided to wear the white "toti" shirt [i name the shirt after a memorable encounter so it'll be easier to find when i'm asking my mom. instead of having to say "where's my white shirt" and then everyone's pointing me to the wrong one, I'll just ask, "where's the toti shirt?!" then it's known that it's the cute one i bought 2 for 99.. haha... i'm a budget-arian, yes. anyway...] but it's the same. I tried the LA one, a gray 3/4 sleeved blouse, but it's too small for me now. [small as in short, not tight! ui, defensive!] anyway, so I just went for my green baby tee. and it goes well with my cap. [i remember, this is what i wore at the second day of sportsfest! haha!] anyway, so there. it took me 2 1/2 hours to do that. including shower of course. and then.. there. we left for pasig.

12:30, we left. so, there. we were expecting to be seated at the back because it's already late, but the 1 hour trip was cut short so we arrived there at 1 pm. the municipal hall was in shambles [i remembered my school] because it's being renovated [just like school]. anyway, there. we can't see the normal entrance so we went in from the back. coming from the back, we made our way through our usual seat.

and then.. there's this person.. who's stupid and hyper, so I'll refer to him as manok from now on, or chicken... anyway.. there's manok, playing on the other side of the court.. then he went to MY side of the court, playing with three balls at one time, trying to catch my attention. no, i am not over reacting, not much, and don't even try to tell me na nag fe-feeling-feeling-an  lang aq, because he's been at it for a year now. promise! i still remember the first time. haha... i remember, i still loathe him back then. anyway, all the people that i've been with already told me he's always looking.. but then, i really try hard not to look because i don't want to get all serious about him.. so... i didn't look. after thirty minutes of crazy antics [including throwing the ball at his friend's you-know-what] he surrendered and sat down.. in front of me. stupid chicken.

before they started the game, chicken's team gave away some shirts. my mom said, if only i smiled at chicken then he would've given me a shirt. what the heck, what would i do with a loser team's shirt?! i treasured the detergent frank gave to me last year because I like the team, plus, they were champions.. but not this one. even if it was chicken who gave it to me.

the game proceeded, jobim lead the prayer, sang the nat'l anthem and realized i only sing the anthem when at school or in here. yesh, tis like that. anyway, stupid game. it's obvious from the start that magnolia is going to win. why? duh. 1, they're magnolia. 2, once they get inside the paint, it's easy 2 points because people from bacchus except for abadia doesn't know real defense. 3, bacchus throws all their shots outside the shaded area becuse nobody except holper can get past the big men of magnolia. 4, bacchus has jemal vizcarra, of course they'll lose.

second game. 3 times a lot more stupid than the first. montana didn't really take nenaco seriously. why? all their last stringers started the game. salvador and the other key players entered the game at second quarter only. i didn't even get to see compton play! maybe because i only stayed until the first half.. but still!

anyway, even though bacchus beat nenaco before, teamwork-wise, nenaco is better. they can handle the ball much better than bacchus, and.. well.. somehow, they can manage to get inside the paint every now and then.. well, maybe they're fighting against montana and not magnolia.. but still.. nenaco would've played a bit better if they got cordero but they didn't so, good luck to them.

long post, again.. it's always like that when i'm talking about my grotesque love life and basketball.. it's hopeless.. and pathetic.. i hate me. i keep singing could this be love.. wait.. could this be love....??? tell me!

PS> there. uhm, well.. uhhh... gaia's down, sorta.. i'm bored.. there's nothing else to do online... ugh.. should i get a cat, or butterfly wings? a pair of pants, or a pair of leg warmers.. hmm..

04-27-05

okay, so what happened yesterday?

there, after switching minds a gazillion times whether to go or not, i finally decided to go. i wanted to wear my new black blouse, but I look too fat [i AM fat but I deny it] in that so I decided to wear the white "toti" shirt [i name the shirt after a memorable encounter so it'll be easier to find when i'm asking my mom. instead of having to say "where's my white shirt" and then everyone's pointing me to the wrong one, I'll just ask, "where's the toti shirt?!" then it's known that it's the cute one i bought 2 for 99.. haha... i'm a budget-arian, yes. anyway...] but it's the same. I tried the LA one, a gray 3/4 sleeved blouse, but it's too small for me now. [small as in short, not tight! ui, defensive!] anyway, so I just went for my green baby tee. and it goes well with my cap. [i remember, this is what i wore at the second day of sportsfest! haha!] anyway, so there. it took me 2 1/2 hours to do that. including shower of course. and then.. there. we left for pasig.

12:30, we left. so, there. we were expecting to be seated at the back because it's already late, but the 1 hour trip was cut short so we arrived there at 1 pm. the municipal hall was in shambles [i remembered my school] because it's being renovated [just like school]. anyway, there. we can't see the normal entrance so we went in from the back. coming from the back, we made our way through our usual seat.

and then.. there's this person.. who's stupid and hyper, so I'll refer to him as manok from now on, or chicken... anyway.. there's manok, playing on the other side of the court.. then he went to MY side of the court, playing with three balls at one time, trying to catch my attention. no, i am not over reacting, not much, and don't even try to tell me na nag fe-feeling-feeling-an  lang aq, because he's been at it for a year now. promise! i still remember the first time. haha... i remember, i still loathe him back then. anyway, all the people that i've been with already told me he's always looking.. but then, i really try hard not to look because i don't want to get all serious about him.. so... i didn't look. after thirty minutes of crazy antics [including throwing the ball at his friend's you-know-what] he surrendered and sat down.. in front of me. stupid chicken.

before they started the game, chicken's team gave away some shirts. my mom said, if only i smiled at chicken then he would've given me a shirt. what the heck, what would i do with a loser team's shirt?! i treasured the detergent frank gave to me last year because I like the team, plus, they were champions.. but not this one. even if it was chicken who gave it to me.

the game proceeded, jobim lead the prayer, sang the nat'l anthem and realized i only sing the anthem when at school or in here. yesh, tis like that. anyway, stupid game. it's obvious from the start that magnolia is going to win. why? duh. 1, they're magnolia. 2, once they get inside the paint, it's easy 2 points because people from bacchus except for abadia doesn't know real defense. 3, bacchus throws all their shots outside the shaded area becuse nobody except holper can get past the big men of magnolia. 4, bacchus has jemal vizcarra, of course they'll lose.

second game. 3 times a lot more stupid than the first. montana didn't really take nenaco seriously. why? all their last stringers started the game. salvador and the other key players entered the game at second quarter only. i didn't even get to see compton play! maybe because i only stayed until the first half.. but still!

anyway, even though bacchus beat nenaco before, teamwork-wise, nenaco is better. they can handle the ball much better than bacchus, and.. well.. somehow, they can manage to get inside the paint every now and then.. well, maybe they're fighting against montana and not magnolia.. but still.. nenaco would've played a bit better if they got cordero but they didn't so, good luck to them.

long post, again.. it's always like that when i'm talking about my grotesque love life and basketball.. it's hopeless.. and pathetic.. i hate me. i keep singing could this be love.. wait.. could this be love....??? tell me!

PS> there. uhm, well.. uhhh... gaia's down, sorta.. i'm bored.. there's nothing else to do online... ugh.. should i get a cat, or butterfly wings? a pair of pants, or a pair of leg warmers.. hmm..