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Sunday, August 28, 2005

Sun, 28 Aug 2005 06:54:55 GMT

wow, it's been a while since my last post.. why am i writing now? because gaia's really slow today. i believe it's gaia, because the other sites aren't as slow.

anyway, speaking of gaia, let's start the rant about gaia. I bought a guild for 13k. I bought it about two weeks ago. T'was hard, managing the thing. i've brought in sane people, one annoying guy, and lately, a noob. sometimes, i just want to resell the guild to some rich person out there.. but then, I think, by buying the guild the first time, I made some sort of promise to make it come alive again. [what a nice person i am today, neh? I feel Emilio's Jacinto's dead hand patting my shoulder for this]

oh yes.. speaking of dead, i feel like dying.. I'm getting more and more sickly.. since I got to fourth year, anyway.. I've had 5 absences since the start of the school year.. and that was not more than three months ago!

wow, my lifelong dream of becoming sickly is coming true! I think I know why.. I haven't been eating and sleeping much.. why? because I don't want to acquire too much blob on my body now that my mom refuses to buy me my pills. lack of sleep.. i have no idea, but i keep on waking up at three am. when i go back to sleep, I'll wake up at six, and i'll be late for school.

Oh yes, I'm playing Yu-Gi-Oh on my PS again. why? because I was bored last week so I watched tv, saw the series, got interested in the game and voila! I got the PS out and started playing. Unlike the first time i tried it out, I actually understood the game.. ahaha

Another rant.. I want to take up LAW. yes, law. I just thought of it last week, while i was on the road to school.. I want to give free legal service to the poor. what a noble thought, eh? I really think Emilio Jacinto's soul is taking over my body.

I checked out San Beda's website, as i was planning to take an exam for law. but then, their examination fee for law is P1000!! what the f---.. so I decided to take up legal management in UST instead.. <that's where Emilio Jacinto studied law> I toldja he's taking over me!!

Yes, I have a huge crush on a dead hero. what do you care? He's great. He's smart. He's courageous. He's a great writer. He died because of malaria. He's a great adviser to Bonifacio. He's a simple young man. yes, he does have that outrageous haircut, but what do i care? I should've been born 130 years ago!!

what else i should rant about? well, i have a new idea for a story. it'll be a historical novel.. set in 1888.. tis about one peninsulares and a revolucionario.. eheheh.. with special appearances from pio valenzuela..

oh yeah, last one.. I'm going to Laguna some time next month.. Out to visit the shrine of EJ.. excited!

okay, so i don't have anything to say anymore.. i'll stop here.. adieu

Sunday, July 24, 2005

Sun, 24 Jul 2005 20:50:17 GMT

hay nako.. bwisit ka tlga.. sa totoo lang mtagal ko nang gustong isampal sa mukha mo to pero xempre, d ko nmn ggwin yon, kc may reputation akong matino at ayaw kong masira yun dhil sau..

i just heard that you were ranting about your reputation not doing so good? masama na yung reputation mo pagdating mo pa lang sa school.. it gotten worse as time goes by.. and you say bat ang sama ng tingin sau ng tao? kahit na mtagal na yun? bakit, dun sa taon na lumipas ba may ginawa kang maganda para ma-shift man lang yung tingin ng tao sau? wala. iniwan mo lang na ganon yun.. eh di xempre, wala dng improvement dun kc, you didn't even try.

you ask kung galit ako sau.. last month, hindi.. sinimulan ka naming turuan ni judith kung pano maayos yung tingin sau ng tao sa school, by at least doing good in school. we told you to read books, and understand them in the process. pero hindi mo ginawa. may activity, I told you to try doing it yourself. no, you didn't. you spent time yapping about what you saw on tv last night and you didn't get to answer even one question in the paper. may assignment sa physics.. ang aga mo sa school, ang daming oras ang lumipas, 10 minutes before the time mo naisip na may assignment pala. naipasa na lahat yung paper nila, so wala ka nang kokopyahan. pero may time pa, para itry sagutan kahit one item lang. pero hindi. you said bahala na. sinong bahala na? si buddha? ewan ko sau.

you always do this in school. and every minute you rant about how badly you want to enter UP, Ateneo, and/or UAandP. how the hell will you enter these three schools when you bother to say "ayoko nitong ruler ko, mas accurate yung sayo". WTF?! you say nakakainsulto yung mga promdi kung makakapasok cla sa UP at ikaw hindi. well, mainsulto ka kung gusto mo, pero all people who try hard to do their best deserves to be in UP. nag review center ka.. yung isa pa sa pinakamahal pa yung pinili mo.. anong ginawa mo? nag cut ka lang nang nag cut. yung reviewer na binigay sau, nabasa mo na ba? bat yung ibang nagreviewcenter, sa araw araw na ginawa ni buddha dala yung reviewer nila. i bet you haven't even read yours. and you wish to enter UP with that.

last month nga, hindi ako galit sayo.. irritated lang. pano, isang buong araw mo na hawak yung libro ng el filibusterismo, ni isang paragraph, hindi mo pa natatapos basahin. pagdating ng exam, chaka ka bubwelta, ano nga ba kwento nito? WTF?! eto pa, script writer ka ng kwento.. yung sinulat mong script, ni hindi mo man lang naintindihan. yung one-liner cast nga alam yung buong kwento, eh yung nagsulat hindi?! eh anong klaseng mundo ba to?! so yung irritation, lumaki nang lumaki.. ngayon, galit na tlga ako. di ba obvious sa sinasabi ko?!

balik sa college.. you say everything in college is great, the place is big. the people are big.. everything is big. big is great. therefore, everything is great. well, it is. but how can you survive the big world when you can't even ride the tricycle to tapa king. how absurd is that? you can't even keep up with the spoonfed lessons in highschool, pano pa kaya yung bara-barang turo sa college.

sawang sawa na ako sa pagsasabi sayo. ewan ko kung tanga ka talaga o nagtatanga tangahan lang. nakakabwisit na. ayoko na talaga. bhala ka sa buhay mo..

Friday, July 22, 2005

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 22:17:28 GMT

DATE: 072205, Friday
WEATHER: Cloudy-Rainy
MOOD: =(
THOUGHT OF THE DAY: "Aim low. Aim so low that nobody will notice whether or not you succeed." -Marge Simpson

Okay, so, now what? I finally finished that thing.. that horrifying thing.. the one that's supposed to be put up to the bboard. I hate it. It doesn't look like anynoe in the room. but they insist on me doing it. I hate it. First I hated Angela. then came Gertrude. Finally I'm starting to feel uncomfortable with Margaret. oh well, as if I can do anything about it. Maybe it'll change.. Maybe.. I hope so..

I'm a really hateful person. Uber. From a hateful person's viewpoint, everybody else is hateful. But there are FEW exceptions of course.. like Angel.. and Nix.. and my friends from OBBF.. well.. I cannot think of anybody else to add to this list.

3:30pm. I'm sleepy. I want to go home now. so I can go online and go to my world where there's no irritating people, no troubles, no problems, and no Nona. Nona.. who is she anyway? nobody really knows..

Saturday, June 25, 2005

Sat, 25 Jun 2005 23:13:18 GMT

taken from deviantart journal:

what's new.. nothing's new..

the spurs won the title..

i was asked to draw for an online game.. but i asked roca to do half of the work and we'll share the credits..

i am getting addicted, yet again, to friendster.. add me.. user search: nona cruz.. both accounts still open..

losing hope that I'll be able to finish my NM scarf quest.. help me..

people hate my avi.. they said i'm a show off.. good thing they got what i'm trying to do.. show off..

school's fun, except for one thing.. ungrateful peers.. i hate em..

have fallen in love with ..toooooot...?? ewan.. dunno.

had a hair cut.. tis horrible.. at least plan a.1 is finished.. i just have to wait for plan a.2 to run along.. just have to wait for 2 days.. just two days!! bye ugly hair! i'mma have you shaven off my head forevah!

ahahaha.. don't forget to add me in friendster, k?! that's all! ciao!

Friday, June 17, 2005

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 20:56:52 GMT

in filipino:
hahaha!! year book staffer ako!! nyah! as if naman gusto nila akong staffer.. eh kung hindi sinigaw ni ayie yung name ko eh walang boboto sakin.. and i bet sinigaw lang ni ayie yun para di xa maisama.. haler?as if naman anoh!! buti na nga lang anjan c master fran.. at least mababalance out yung mundo kahit na nandun hung "mejo hate" kong pipol...

in english:
hahaha.. i'm a yearbook staffer!! nyah as if they REALLY want me to be a staffer.. if ayie didn't scream my name around, I wouldn't be voted at all.. I bet she only did that to get herself out of the nominees list. at least master fran's a staffer too, that balances out the working space, as I have those people whom I really don't hate, but I can't tolerate..

in flip:
nyak.. nakatapos ako ng tatlong episodes nung comics ko kahapon!! natapos ko na yung laff story [episode one], yung middle aged drama queen [episode two] and yung crouching pusa hidden iguana which is episode three.. hindi ko magawa yung shampoo ad, kc nawawala yung maganda kong script..

in english:
nyak.. i finished three episodes of my comic series yesterday!! I finished laff story [episode one], the middle aged drama queen [episode two] and crouching kitty hidden iguana which is episode three.. I can't start the shampoo ad episode because I lost the beautiful script.

in flip:
sa gaia.. naghahanap ako ng gagawa ng imagemap.. di na yun kaya ng BNBBC powers ko... html pwede pa.. kaya lang.. NVM.. haii.. ang layo pa ng lalakarin ko para matapos yung quest ko.. haii.. and due to errors, di ko ma-open yung shop ko!! hindi ako tuloy makatanggap ng requests.. chaka roca, yung pinascan ko poh!? nagrereklamo na yung ostumers ko.. one week late yung requests nila!!

in english:
in gaia.. well, I"m looking for a imagemap maker.. i can't do it myself.. haii.. tis still a long way til i finish my quest.. plus I can't take art requests since I cn't find my shop.

in flip:
akala ko talaga magkamukha cna classmate chaka si crush.. hindi pala.. ilong lang.. parehong maliit.. haha.. mas cute si crush.. plus girl c classmate, boy c crush.. nyaha,, missh u na.. waaahhh,,,,?!?! nyah, neweys, congrats nlng sa kanya, and bye na lang sa inyo..

in english:
i really thought classmate looked like crush.. i was wrong.. they just had the same nose.. tis small.. haha, crush is way cuter. plus, classmate is girl, and crush is a boy.. haha.. anyways.. just.. bye..

Monday, May 23, 2005

Mon, 23 May 2005 22:39:41 GMT

okay.. so, it's been a long time.. I just dropped by coz I'm getting bored with gaia.. I'm just waiting for the bid to expire so I can have my pimpin' skirt.. haii.. life's boring..

oh yeah, BJ's with Granny Goose now.. tis freaky.. very.. If you ask me, it's better if you take Christian out of Harbor and put BJ in there.. that way, world balance shall be restored and everything shall be in order..

ugh.... i wish vacation's over so I can go to school and have something to do.. I hate school, but I hate boredom a lot more..

Saturday, May 07, 2005

Sat, 07 May 2005 22:53:01 GMT

4:05 AM 5/8/2005

yesh.. i'm typing an online journal entry. why? because my pc's got a worm.. well.. i feel like it's got one. why? because.. i was going for neopets.. then neopets became "free ps2" page.. then an indian forum popped out. well, anyway.. I don't have anything to do so I'll just rant.

yesh.. so.. what happened.. i went to yesterday's game. uhm, bacchus and nenaco. bacchus won. why? because abadia stepped up and showed his true game. haha, i was really shocked when he was assigned point guard, but he handled it pretty well, even though only 2 of his four co-members are listening to him. and yeah, my subject for the day, jemal.. was named player of the game.. though I really can't see why. see, he just threw in three consecutive threes, but it was all so.. expected, though not much.. now abadia.. [am i too biased..? yes i am] he's proven himself that he's just as good as everybody else. and yep, hubalde wasn't present, that's why he got the playing time.. but that playing time is worthy to be called "quality minutes" because he really did great.. well, greater than usual.

on the side of nenaco.. yesh.. alex angeles was great.. and aljamal proved that his presence on the court can change all of his teammates' play. but all their efforts came short. plus paterno didn't play. so.. to sum it all up, if paterno played, and even if hubalde came to the game, nenaco would've won.

second game. welcoat and toyota. first quarter, i totally forgot, but I was partly shocked when Reyes didn't start the game.. and Sagad did. i've got nothing against Sagad.. but I do have something against Coach Caloy! ugh, just when.. ate carol and I praised him because at last he learned how to rotate his players, he suddenly didn't! what the heck was that? I could pass up on him not entering reyes ,though they needed decent rebounders since all their people are outside the shaded area, so not much rebounds, I cannot take that he entered Orbeta really late in the game! And they [welcoat] keep shooting from afar, and not much goes in. add up a bit of jinxed play since, even lay ups and dunks don't come in.

yesh, uhm, there.. ate carol.. well.. I met her yesterday.. in the ladies washroom. S/he isn't supposed to be there.. if you know what I mean. anyway, so, she just wanted to ask for some hand sanitizer, and then she asked if I was cheering for welcoat, coz it would be rude to ask to someone they practically spite at every game. anyways, I said, "hell yes i'm for welcoat." hehehh.. not that spunky, but the same thought. And so we discussed about people's performances, and yeah, praised coach, and then when I was to go, she asked my name and then she introduced herself. hehehehh.

so, finished about yesterday, what's today's plan.. gaia's down.. I think.. so, I'm spending time in neopets. after 8 i'll start reading my math book, then, after lunch, I'll go down to the mall, so I can have a picture taken and have it scanned. After I get home, I'll.. call up people so I can get them to go with me on the game tomorrow, the next day, and the next next day after that. After that, I'll have to get ready and plan my outfit for the next three days. Then, I think, I'll call more people up so I'm sure to have people come with me to the game.

yeah.. so, I don't have any creative stuff going on lately.. except those involved with basketball and gaia.. I still have one avatar art that I can upload to DA though.. I'll just have that next week. oh yeah, the website... i can't find any decent host.. warrrggghhh!!!

okay, I've ranted much today.. anyway.. everything's back to normal.. i'm crushing on mark instead of mark crushing on me.. pasig palengke and marikina palengke is back in their original routes.. and gaia's back on.. haha.. well.. mark crushing on me is part funny, hideous and quite endearing.. i miss it. oh well.. so much for being hard to get.

oh well.. adieu!

[gaia's down again]

Friday, April 29, 2005

Fri, 29 Apr 2005 22:59:37 GMT

okay, so.. what now...? uhm, well.. full house just ended, no more sleepless nights for me. I watched a basketball game the other day. i sat on the side of the light shirts, but i was rooting for the dark shirts.. haha. dark shirts won! go wqelcoat.. haha.. hehe, a game's on today,.. but i can't go, since, well, they said i cannot. humph! just when i can *finally* show support for bacchus, i can't go! they're playing against harbor center [i refuse to call them harbour] anyway, there.. i hate that team. humph!

well.. what else.. may one.. fiesta.. i can't sleep because of the early celebrations. i think i'll be going out tonight so i won't hear the amateur singing contest. i'd join, but i have my pride i don't want to mingle with those kind of people. do i sound mean? you'd understand me once you get to see what kind of people are around my neighborhood. ugh.

art.. no art. inspiration... lost.. chicken.. chicken did it. tis all because of that chicken!!! waaaarrrrgggghhh!! what happened to the chapter two of rasha and ayla? i forgot what will happen.. i lost all my ideas. wargh! combined forces of "waaaa!" and "argh"]

haha. i know now what makes jemal stupid! he's not stupid! he just needs training. training on concentration [he's more busy flirting than running], shooting [yea he can shoot, when he's lucky or in open field, or just playing around. he's got to work on shooting with a defensive player in front.], and defense [most come past his defense, i dunno why, but everybody does.] yesh.. that's great. i came up with those yesterday, while taking a bath. yesh, my thoughts are clearer when i'm soaked in water.

haha, i'm rich again! in gaia, i mean.. after blowing out 30,000 gold the other day, today, I have 10,000 gold.. again! i'm going to the salon tomorrow, and buy some wings.. bwahahaha.. well.. i'm gonna sell my pants.. i don't want it anymore.. :(

okay, i have to go now. adieu.

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Tue, 26 Apr 2005 22:28:33 GMT

04-27-05

okay, so what happened yesterday?

there, after switching minds a gazillion times whether to go or not, i finally decided to go. i wanted to wear my new black blouse, but I look too fat [i AM fat but I deny it] in that so I decided to wear the white "toti" shirt [i name the shirt after a memorable encounter so it'll be easier to find when i'm asking my mom. instead of having to say "where's my white shirt" and then everyone's pointing me to the wrong one, I'll just ask, "where's the toti shirt?!" then it's known that it's the cute one i bought 2 for 99.. haha... i'm a budget-arian, yes. anyway...] but it's the same. I tried the LA one, a gray 3/4 sleeved blouse, but it's too small for me now. [small as in short, not tight! ui, defensive!] anyway, so I just went for my green baby tee. and it goes well with my cap. [i remember, this is what i wore at the second day of sportsfest! haha!] anyway, so there. it took me 2 1/2 hours to do that. including shower of course. and then.. there. we left for pasig.

12:30, we left. so, there. we were expecting to be seated at the back because it's already late, but the 1 hour trip was cut short so we arrived there at 1 pm. the municipal hall was in shambles [i remembered my school] because it's being renovated [just like school]. anyway, there. we can't see the normal entrance so we went in from the back. coming from the back, we made our way through our usual seat.

and then.. there's this person.. who's stupid and hyper, so I'll refer to him as manok from now on, or chicken... anyway.. there's manok, playing on the other side of the court.. then he went to MY side of the court, playing with three balls at one time, trying to catch my attention. no, i am not over reacting, not much, and don't even try to tell me na nag fe-feeling-feeling-an lang aq, because he's been at it for a year now. promise! i still remember the first time. haha... i remember, i still loathe him back then. anyway, all the people that i've been with already told me he's always looking.. but then, i really try hard not to look because i don't want to get all serious about him.. so... i didn't look. after thirty minutes of crazy antics [including throwing the ball at his friend's you-know-what] he surrendered and sat down.. in front of me. stupid chicken.

before they started the game, chicken's team gave away some shirts. my mom said, if only i smiled at chicken then he would've given me a shirt. what the heck, what would i do with a loser team's shirt?! i treasured the detergent frank gave to me last year because I like the team, plus, they were champions.. but not this one. even if it was chicken who gave it to me.

the game proceeded, jobim lead the prayer, sang the nat'l anthem and realized i only sing the anthem when at school or in here. yesh, tis like that. anyway, stupid game. it's obvious from the start that magnolia is going to win. why? duh. 1, they're magnolia. 2, once they get inside the paint, it's easy 2 points because people from bacchus except for abadia doesn't know real defense. 3, bacchus throws all their shots outside the shaded area becuse nobody except holper can get past the big men of magnolia. 4, bacchus has jemal vizcarra, of course they'll lose.

second game. 3 times a lot more stupid than the first. montana didn't really take nenaco seriously. why? all their last stringers started the game. salvador and the other key players entered the game at second quarter only. i didn't even get to see compton play! maybe because i only stayed until the first half.. but still!

anyway, even though bacchus beat nenaco before, teamwork-wise, nenaco is better. they can handle the ball much better than bacchus, and.. well.. somehow, they can manage to get inside the paint every now and then.. well, maybe they're fighting against montana and not magnolia.. but still.. nenaco would've played a bit better if they got cordero but they didn't so, good luck to them.

long post, again.. it's always like that when i'm talking about my grotesque love life and basketball.. it's hopeless.. and pathetic.. i hate me. i keep singing could this be love.. wait.. could this be love....??? tell me!

PS> there. uhm, well.. uhhh... gaia's down, sorta.. i'm bored.. there's nothing else to do online... ugh.. should i get a cat, or butterfly wings? a pair of pants, or a pair of leg warmers.. hmm..

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Tue, 26 Apr 2005 22:28:25 GMT

04-27-05

okay, so what happened yesterday?

PS> there. uhm, well.. uhhh... gaia's down, sorta.. i'm bored.. there's nothing else to do online... ugh.. should i get a cat, or butterfly wings? a pair of pants, or a pair of leg warmers.. hmm..